After being jostled awake
I stumble into the bathroom
I put my hand against my reflection
Is that me?
With the tear stand face
The bloodshot eyes
The trembling lips
Could that possibly be me?
How?
What has the world come to?
Why am I this way?
Crying myself to sleep
Hugging
My best friend
As we shed our tears
Together
What have I become?
Surely this isn’t me
Crying
Sobbing
Bawling
Is it?
Am I supposed to be like this?
Or am I supposed to be something totally different?
Why me?
Everyone asks that
Yet I truly would love the answer
Why me?
Why am I the one who cries over someone who’s long gone?
Why am I the one who can’t forget him?
Why am I the only one who tries not to cry when his name is mentioned?
Why am I the only one who cares he’s gone?
This depression is too deep
To be fully erased
Why me?

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AWESOME!

Awww this almost made em cry! i'd hug you but i don't do hugs XD don't worry your life will get better!